mental BREAK!

tk percaya nye dh start term break! ahahah. free at last! temporarily of course. tp, stil smpt la nk updates entry dgn aman.. ok, here's the recap of each of past 3 months.

OCTOBER
mostly bulan ni tkde pe sgt. more like me adapting to the learning style here in uk.. what's all with getting on with classes. my kls every mon, tue, n thu, from 9-5. hectic kn?! giler aku rase.. speaking of which, i shall briefly introduce u all my dear readers, my classmates! hehe.. almost 90% of my classmates are composed of international students. there are from every part of this world! first time rase jd budak international.. ngehehe.. they stretch from china, greece, nigeria, zimbabwe, saudi, libya, brunei, england, india, ethopia, turki, emirates, n... yeah, i guess that's all them. kalo ade yg tertinggal tu, mknenye diorg tk kamceng ngan aku. hahah.. sume nye almost 40ppls.. actually my batch was of 2 MSc programs. one is my course, MSc Construction Management n the other is MSc Construction Project Management. not sure ape beza nye, since kami sume amek module yg sama. anyway, this month was about getting to know each other. tp, mmg awal2 tu jenuh la weh, asek nk kene speaking je.. lenguh mulut! sewel pon ade rase. nk catching up ngan lecturer nye speaking pun satu hal. ya tuhan, betapa aku tk paham nye la ape deme duk bebel kt depan tu. prof sume pun pelbagai bangsa. ghana, trinidad, america, british. regardless of those, i found the environment here quite comforting.. =) alhamdulillah.. sbb everybody was so helpful! 2nd week, my dear best fren got enganged. i'm so sad for not able to be there with her, together witnessing her great moment in her life.. :( i replaced my self with a wish card that arrived later after her engangement. hehe. meant for it to arrive on the same day, tp aku yg anta lmbt (tk tersmpt2 nk g post office.. nguhuhu) anyhow, i'm soo happy for my dear, Azwin n her fiancee faizal. congratulations to both of them! &then, bulan ni ade sambutan hari raya aidilfitri. group masyarakat melayu kt sini buat sambutan.. at the end of the month, aku pindah umah which was closer to my dept. tk larat dowh, everyday nk jln kaki almost 1 hour back n forth to classes. kelas bukan kejap, seharian plak tu. n dh nk ujung tahun ni, mlm makin cepat berlabuh. pukul 4 je dh maghrib. so sgt le bahaya utk balik umah yg jauh itu. so, kami pun pindah umah. kamikaze gak la amek tindakan, sbb selalu nye payah nk lepas dgn contract 12bulan with the landlord. alhamdulillah, me n my hsemates were very2 lucky to able to go with it.. oleh itu, berpindah la kami ke umah br..

NOVEMBER
masuk bulan ni, my stress level started to raise up. n i start to feel homesick too!~ all started when my dad called me at early month to tell me that he n my mom would go for Hajj this year.. i'm soo very happy for both of them, but felt a bit sad tho, coz not able to send them off. coz i've been wanting to witness this historic moment. n i thot of like give some monetary contribution as well, but unfortunately not able to do so, since i'm jobless n my saving account has been emptied with the preparation of my departure to study. so, a bit regret there.. huhu. i managed to skype with them at the eve of their departure. so comforting to saw familiar faces. Ayah, Mama, Abang, Inaz, Ayah Mat, Cik Jah.. all my family members were there.. abes je skype, hape lg.. nanges sengsorg cam loser.. hahah. emo giler utk beberapa hari.. (tk senonoh nye haida!). then, for couple of weeks was busily spent tackling courseworks. last week of the month, aku emo lagi skali. on 21st, my dad call me (from mecca) late night to inform me that my dear grandfather was admitted to hospital. i thot, it was just another hospital trip where he'll be able to go back home after a week of treatment. but.. 3 days later, my dad called me again, at 12.30am in the morning to be exact (n i started to felt unease), n told me the sad news ever. :'(( Tok Ayah has passed away. i didnt cry tho at first (while stil talking to my dad), but after hang up, tears cant be stopped. i stil can imagine Tok Ayah's face at the last day before i fly here. he was crying.. like really crying... i comforted him by saying that he'll be seeing me again after 1 year, n that wont take long.. but mayb at that time, he already know that he would never see me again. i really missed him. i cried for few nights. emo again for several days. no, actually broken down to be exact. sangat2 la rase down giler time ni. rase cam smpi nk balik mesia pun ade. sume fikir bende gile je.. rase lonely, missing my frens.. :'( ntah apehal emo sampai semiggu.. dgn keje bnyk nye.. pendek cerita, month of EMO n STRESS~~~

DECEMBER
december comes with another hectic schedule. submission berderet2. GILER! itu je perkataan yg mampu diungkapkan. the havocness of completing all of them. tido sume dh tk menentu. that's what it meant by being postgrad student, i guess... (u want this haida, remember??) ok....ok.. but, Alhamdulillah.. all of them managed to be submitted on time. i've done my best for all of them, n now tawakal.. :) one of the coursework presentation, my group won for the best presentation. rated by all my dear classmates. it was a shocked, honestly.. but i couldnt be more happier. heheh.. the prize of huge box of celebration chocolates, was being shared all with classmates. they deserved it as well, cause they did their best too.. so, as for now, term break has started. i'm now temporarily free from doing any works! yeaahaaaa! sekejap je ye. sbb bukak cuti je, ade 3 submissions, 2 presentations, n exams!! so, cuti ni pun kene buat keje skolah gak. brilliant!

hurm... itu la sedikit sebanyak cerita nye..