first time accident

huhu. shock, disoriented, numb, blur, confused. ye itu yg aku rase skrg. emm. tmbh sket, sakit2 yg mula terasa selepas keterkejutan beransur pergi.. aargh! huhu.. sakit rupenye kepala yg terhantuk ni.. ye. aku ACCIDENT smlm.. i was driving my car (sambil memikirkan smpt ke tidak aku nk anto tender doc yg cam siot aku siapkn for the past week), melalui lebuhraya sprint, dr phileo damansara heading towards pusat damansara. setibe nye aku diselekoh flyover (mmg org kate selekoh maut), my car went out of control (sy tk bwk laju ye.. 80km/hr je. mayb jln licin n i wasnt aware of that), lantas melanggar bahagian kanan jalan (baik nye keta aku sagat divider tu), menyebabkan keta aku spin tk hengat (2-3 kali jugak.. ye, aku buat drift on public road!), terlanggar plak bahagian kiri jalan. (bumper plak sagat concrete divider tuh. adoi!~). bile keta dh stop, aku yg konon waras ni, nk kluar la dr keta yg dh baik nye melintang tgh2 jln 2 lorong ni. elok nk bukak pintu, satu keta baik nye hentam pintu yg aku nk bukak ni (yes, i was in the car at that particular moment). akibat hentakan, keta aku tertolak lg ke depan.. aku ingt dh ok la.. so, aku try nk kluar lg. pintu tu stuck! tkleh bukak.. tgh kabut2 to get out ni, keta aku kena langgar lg, (again on the driver's side, i.e. my right side). huhu.. cermin tingkap kanan dh elok nye pecah. mmg kaca2 itu berterbangan dpn mata aku! (naseb baik tk masuk mate. huhu). n again, on endless attempt, i try to get out of the car, thru the passenger's side. naseb baik pintu terstuck je, n i manage to get out of the car, after a good kick on the pintu. heheh. ok, everything else after that was a series of blurred images (all of sudden rmi sgt org disekeliling aku, i dun know who to trust, n i was all alone, this ppl say i shld to this, that ppl told me to go there, this one pakcik were kind enuf to bersihkan luka kaki aku pijak kaca2 yg bertaburan sana-sini n to chk if i injured myself elsewhere, truck peronda highway dtg suh aku naik n go to balai polis, etc2) naseb baik aku cukup waras utk tepon Ayah aku (itu pun setelah beberapa minit usaha org rmi utk cr tepon aku hilang. rupenye dh tercampak keluar selepas kemalangan), but this one pakcik ni yg berckp ngan Ayah. he told my Dad everything for him to know, seeing me incapable of uttering any other words than cry (or shld i say wailed) haha! ye.. aku nangis tk hengat spjg2 incident ni.. haha.. *shame u!* mmg rasa useless sgt.. i dun even hv the strength to do any logic thinking (ie, take the plate no. of the cars involved).. 

i dun know how long time past, (it might be 10minutes or so, but i felt like 10 hours), i kept waiting for my Dad there at the spot. mcm2 org nk offer bwk aku g balai polis, tp, aku tetap gak nk tunggu kt situ. tp, lepas pakcik ni ckp "dik, jom kite tunggu ayah awk kt esso bwh tu.. tk blh nk tunggu kt sini, jalan dh jem tu.." br le aku tersedar. i've caused massive jem. haha. (harusle. itu jln utama from damansara to keyell.. wht u expect? *duh*) so dgn berkaki ayam (ntah kt mn selipa aku hilang) terhenjut2 la aku jln kaki g esso, dan terus menuggu.. my colleagues arrive few minutes after that, (oh, ye lupe lak ckp yg aku call diorg gak lps tepon Ayah), so, br le tenteram sket aku (at last, there's some faces i know!). so, aku pun ikut la ofismate aku ni g tgk keta aku yg dh kena tow td tu.. and.. i'm speechless... 

orite, fast forwarding the tale.. met my dad at the tow truck scene, go to the balai polis pusat bandar, filed my report, met the sarjan incharge for the investigation, kena saman (atas kesalahan: gagal mengawal perjalanan kenderaan), went to the clinic, re-live the tale to the doktor (mmg kamceng pun dgn dr.azizah ni. hehe), doktor told of nothing more than minor injuries, get the ubat, balik umah, mkn ubat, ym my close fren bout the incident, n went to bed. huhu..

akibat dpd kecelakaan ini.. kereta rosak teruk (brp ribu ler yg bakal diperlukan?), kepala benjol, luka2 kecil di kaki, kebengongan sementara, MC 2 hari, kena saman, dan lain2 perkara yg tk dpt dikenalpasti lg.. not to mention, making everyone near to me worried like hell. (huhu.. sorry sgt2.. i really dun meant this to happen. i'll promise i'll make things up for better..)

i would like to thank every single person who have helped me along the way. from the stranger by the road (who helped me a lot when i did nothing but cried), k.ani n yati (yg dtg to my aid), makcik kt esso (yg bg pinjm selipa. sy janji nnti dh sehat sy pulgkn balik), abg tow truck (walopun ko tarik keta aku atas byrn, but i thank u for re-tell me the incident from the perspective of saksi kejadian), abg polis (yg tlg type kn report aku), sarjan wan (walopun ko ks aku saman, tp, time kasih sarjan, psl tk bnyk soal), dr. azizah (thank u dr., bersihkan luka sy n kasi sy MC 2 hari). and.. most important of all.. both my parents, family n frens for their endless support n love. i cant survive thru this, if it wasnt for all of them.. *cried* 

okeh, this was one long dramatic entry. hahah. rite, it's done for now. 

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